I gave them seven years. My family paid too.
I was fired over the phone on my daughter’s birthday, after giving a financial services company more than seven years of my life.
What still hurts is how much of her childhood I gave up believing that company would protect me.
My name is Harj Singh. I am The Host of The Grind Hotline. I spend a lot of time talking about layoffs, corporate pressure and what workers should watch. This time, I need to tell you about a mistake I lived inside for years.
Ten to twelve hour days felt normal. There were targets to hit, clients to look after, teams to train and politics to survive. I helped generate tens of millions in revenue. When someone needed more from me, I found a way to do it.
The work followed me home. Even when the day was technically over, my head stayed at the company. I told myself the sacrifice made sense because I was building a career and providing for my family.
For a long time, that explanation let me avoid asking what the job was taking from us.
I mistook being useful for being safe.
I worked hard, but I also played the politics. I stayed close to powerful people because I believed access meant protection. I tolerated behaviour I should have challenged and abuse I should have walked away from.
Saying yes became part of how I proved my worth. Someone else’s work could become mine. Another demand could take another evening. I had trained myself to treat being needed as evidence that I belonged.
Looking back, I had made an agreement the company had never made with me. I would give it my time, loyalty and results. In return, I expected security.
Nobody had promised that exchange. I believed in it anyway. The lesson was brutal: a company can depend on your output and still decide it no longer needs you.
I watched it happen to other people.
Good colleagues were treated terribly. People were pushed around, fired and stripped of their livelihoods. I saw it happen, and I stayed quiet.
That is one of the hardest parts of this story to admit. I was frightened of becoming the next person in trouble. Keeping my head down felt like protecting my family and my paycheque.
My faith taught me to step in when somebody was being wronged. At work, fear gave me reasons to put that responsibility aside. I told myself their fight was not mine.
I cannot go back and turn that silence into courage. What I learned is that the way a company treats people who have lost power is one of the clearest warnings about how it may treat you when your protection disappears.
If you recognise yourself here, I understand why speaking up can feel dangerous. You may depend on that income. But do not let your need for the job convince you that what you are watching could never reach you.
The family photo tells the truth.
There are old photographs of me sitting in a restaurant with my family, still wearing a suit. I look at them now and see the weight I was carrying.
My body was at the table. My mind was somewhere else, caught in targets, pressure and whatever was happening at work. The people beside me were getting what was left of my attention.
My daughter was little. She did not care about sales numbers or who the CEO was. She needed her dad to be there, and being in the same room was not always the same as being present.
Those photographs force me to ask a question I do not enjoy: was I actually being a good father? I thought providing financially meant I was doing my job. Now I can see how much that answer left out.
I am not asking another parent to feel guilty for earning a living. Families need money. I am describing the point where I stopped noticing how much of our life the company had taken over.
Then the power above me changed.
I worked closely with the president and CEO. We had a strong relationship, and I thought that relationship gave me protection inside the business.
Then he was pushed out. Another executive moved up. From where I stood, that executive did not like me and had no reason to protect the relationship I had built with the previous leader.
Years of access and goodwill suddenly meant much less. I had access, but I did not have power. My protection was borrowed from someone else’s position, and it disappeared when his power did.
A leadership change does not automatically mean you are about to be fired. It does mean the people deciding what matters may have changed. Your old standing cannot answer every question about your place in their plans.
My track record met a cheaper option.
I was measuring my value through years of revenue, effort and sacrifice. My understanding was that management had started looking at a different question: could my work be handed to someone cheaper?
That is how I understood the decision. I cannot give you a transcript of the conversations that happened without me. I can tell you that the results I believed would protect me did not keep me employed.
Earning a good salary should not make you apologise for your success. But the value you helped create in the past and the amount an employer wants to spend next year are different questions.
Our guide to how companies decide who gets laid off first examines that wider mix of role, cost, performance and management support. My experience was a firing. The guide explains a separate selection process, with lessons about why results alone cannot settle job security.
The call came on her birthday.
After all those years, the phone rang on my daughter’s birthday and my job was over.
I felt small. The ground had gone from underneath me. Work had occupied so much of my life that losing the job made me question far more than where the next paycheque would come from.
Was I ever as good as I thought I was? Had people already decided I was finished while I was still working those long days? Those questions attacked the confidence I had spent years building.
Then there was my family. I had missed moments with my daughter that I could never get back. The company could end my employment. It could not return that time.
That is why the birthday stays with me. A day that belonged to her became tied, in my memory, to being thrown out of a place I had given so much of myself to.
Getting fired made me question myself.
The shame and humiliation were real. I had been proud of what I did. Getting fired made it hard to separate the end of that job from a verdict on me.
Looking back, I can see the danger in giving one employer that much say over how I saw myself. A title, a salary and access to senior people had become proof that I was doing well in life. When they disappeared, I struggled to see the rest clearly.
If you have been fired and feel embarrassed, you do not owe everyone a polished explanation. Start with someone you trust. You can talk about what happened without turning the conversation into a defence of your entire worth.
There may be choices to examine and lessons to learn. That does not mean every cruel thought you have about yourself is accurate. I wish I had understood that sooner.
My results had not bought me safety.
Great performance gave me a track record. It did not give me control over the budget, the organization chart or the people making the decision. Neither did years of service or a close relationship with the CEO.
I still work insanely hard. What changed is that I stopped treating hard work as a promise of protection. Doing the job well and understanding the risk around it both need attention.
That distinction matters if you are trying to work your way out of uncertainty. Another late night may help finish a project. It cannot, by itself, reverse a decision about the budget, the leadership team or who will own your work.
You deserve to know what is changing before deciding how much more to give. Asking about the future of your role is a reasonable part of managing your career.
The company went bankrupt later.
Less than five years after they fired me, the company went bankrupt.
Firing me did not cause that. I was not that important. Nor does the later bankruptcy tell us exactly what every executive was thinking when I lost my job.
What stayed with me was that a business I had treated as a source of permanent security could disappear too. The title, the leadership team and the revenue had all made it look bigger and safer than it proved to be.
I had allowed that institution to judge my worth. Its collapse helped me see how much authority I had handed it.
What I would watch now
First, I would pay closer attention to who controls the decisions above my role. When a sponsor leaves, I would ask what the new leader needs, which work has support and whether my responsibilities still fit the plan.
I would also watch what happens to the work itself. Are duties moving to another team? Has a replacement hire been cancelled? Is management discussing a smaller budget while expecting the same output? Those are reasons to ask specific questions, not proof of a secret dismissal list.
A changed performance story deserves attention too. If responsibilities and feedback suddenly conflict, ask for examples and clear expectations. Our guide to being documented or managed out covers that situation in detail. I am not claiming all those signs happened in my own case.
Beyond the office, I would make time to read the company’s earnings and workforce disclosures, where they are available. A good week with clients cannot explain everything happening to the business.
These checks do not make workers responsible for predicting their own firing. Employers can withhold information, and decisions can arrive with little warning. The purpose is to give yourself more room to prepare when information is available.
Quiet Power: ask before you give more.
If leadership changes, ask a direct question: “With the new priorities, which parts of my role are staying, which are changing, and who will make that decision?”
When more work arrives, get the tradeoff into the conversation: “I can take this on. Which existing priority should move, and what support is available?” Agree what is possible before an extra responsibility quietly becomes a permanent expectation.
Keep appropriate records of your achievements and agreed responsibilities. Stay in touch with people beyond your immediate manager. Our guide to preparing before you lose access explains what to organise without taking confidential company material.
Protect some time that work does not automatically get. A family dinner should not need a business case every night. You can take your career seriously while placing limits on what it consumes.
Sometimes the right move is to leave. If abuse continues, reasonable questions get nowhere and the job keeps taking more than you can sustain, work towards a real exit. You do not have to wait for the employer to decide that your time there is finished.
Why I built The Grind Hotline
I wish I had watched the company as closely as I watched my targets.
The gap between what management knew and what I could see helped drive me to build The Grind Hotline. I wanted workers to have somewhere to turn before the pressure became a phone call they were not ready for.
That meant going beyond telling my own story. Workers need company reporting they can check, plain explanations of what has changed, and practical ways to think about their next move.
The platform brings those things together through episodes, written investigations, guides and free tools. This experience explains why the work matters to me. The reporting gives readers evidence they can use in their own situation.
I cannot go back and prepare the man in that restaurant photograph. I can help someone reading this pay closer attention while they still have choices.
Three free tools to see the pressure sooner
I kept asking whether I was doing a good job. The free Job Threat Check asks you to look at the pressure around it. Seven questions cover company cuts, team staffing, pressure directed at you, changes in your influence and work being handed over. You get a pressure score, a plain English explanation and practical next steps before any optional email invitation.
The Layoff Tracker + Corporate Stress Index helps you watch the employer beyond your own targets. It follows public cuts, restructuring, hiring freezes and other workforce pressure across 50 major technology and banking employers. Open the supporting sources and compare weekly history to see whether a headline belongs to a longer pattern. The scores describe public pressure, not your chances of being fired.
The free Weekly Layoff Intelligence Report keeps that wider picture in your inbox. It explains what changed, which tracked employers are showing pressure and what workers should watch next. When work fills every spare hour, following the company can slip down the list. This gives you a regular way to keep paying attention after you close this article.
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Make your money. Build a career you are proud of. Keep enough of your time, relationships and choices outside the employer’s control that a job cannot become your whole life.
I still care about doing excellent work. I also care about who gets the person I am when the working day ends.
This was not the last time I lost a job. That is a separate story. The lesson from this one is complete: work hard, but never confuse sacrifice with security. I cannot get those years with my daughter back. I can protect the years still ahead of me, and I can help workers protect theirs.
The story behind this article
This is The Host’s personal account, adapted from They Fired Me on My Daughter’s Birthday. The episode is the primary source for the events and feelings described here.
The former employer is not named. The account of its later bankruptcy is my recollection, not a company investigation presented with court records. Statements about management’s thinking describe my understanding of what happened. The linked worker guides address broader questions and do not independently verify my personal experience.
About The Grind Hotline
The Grind Hotline is a two time award winning, worker first global media and workplace intelligence platform and business podcast reaching people in more than 100 countries. It connects company reporting, personal experience and free tools to help workers understand layoffs, leadership changes and pressure around their jobs.
The Host is an ex banker and former Fortune 100 and Fortune 500 global sales leader with nearly two decades of corporate and commercial experience. He has delivered revenue, trained teams and worked closely with senior leadership. He also experienced two job losses in five years. He built The Grind Hotline and its three free worker tools to help others recognise pressure and prepare while they still have choices.
The platform received the 2026 dotCOMM Platinum Award for Content Strategy and 2026 MUSE Creative Awards Silver for Branded Content, Cause/Awareness. Readers can verify both through the official dotCOMM record and the official MUSE record.
An author and entrepreneur, The Host also founded CallTeam, a B2B outbound calling and sales execution company. Read The Grind Hotline’s Media and Editorial Standards for its sourcing and correction practices, or explore Layoff Career Counselling for individual support.
Important Disclaimer
This article shares personal experience and general workplace guidance. It does not determine the reason for another person’s dismissal or predict whether a job will survive. Employment rights and the consequences of leaving vary by location and agreement. Get qualified advice where your decision depends on those details.